I really need to meet new people
- red: seven insecurities
- orange: six fears
- green: four life goals
- blue: three fears
- indigo: two weaknesses
- violet: one thing you love
i am seriously considering giving half of my muffin to this pigeon that keeps walking around in circles around me. it is really ugly but it’s head and the way it walks, UGH SO GREAT.
Oh boo hoo, another adult in Renee’s life has hurt her, oh sad, sad. Yeah Mum, another adult you let into my life.
I wish I was strong enough to end my life, because I’m brat and I never do anything for you and I give you such a hard time. Yeah Mum, that’s it, I always let you down, never mind the fact that I’m always there for you, okay.
fear of failing all work i’ve done on assessment day and not being able to make an appoitment with the phsycologist+seeing friends i haven’t see for thirteen weeks, not a great idea.

I feel like everyone else is so normal. Whenever I go to the supermarket or the bank or any public place, I look at everyone and wish I could be one of them - any of them. I think about how “crazy” I must be in comparison. Then I realize they probably look at me and think I’m normal too. Maybe we’re all just pretending.
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Renee Catherine, single. All of this, is probably why.